A night that I have never experienced before....

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I checked in the hotel room logged on the internet for a while chatted with friends for an hour and then was fast sleep as I had meetings in the morning.

I woke up at 3AM with this strange feeling. I was missing someone out of the blue. A really strange feeling that I felt I should pack my bags head to the airport take the first flight and go and see her. Its like my senses were not in my control. To change a bit I started to sms a few friends in Kuwait thinking someone might reply but I guess it was one of those nights when everyone is sleeping except me. I checked my e-mails on my mobile and didn't realize when I was sleeping again...

I dreamed about her that I was weak and asking her to get back and she's walking away from me. I promised her I will take her away from this hard life like always.. I asked her why did she do this to me after 5 years of loyalty after 5 years of non stop love after 5 years of faith full relation...I don't deserve this!! !! !! I don't need a closure I want you...

I woke up again an hour later. I find my self sleeping on the floor with my mobile in my hand and I was crying in my sleep. I was shocked and scared. I have never seen my self crying in my sleep. I sat on the sofa and gave my self this comfort that everything happens for a good reason and me going to see her wont break a heart made of rock.

I am in the middle of my meeting now and I can't concentrate...the night is like a unforgettable moment for me....