I just arrived LA a few hours back. I have my meetings starting tomorrow morning and I am just not into it. I hate my work now and there is no reason to hate it :? I don't know whats wrong with me!!! I just want to resign and walk out tomorrow. I feel I can do much more without this job. It might be less in benefits that I receive from my present job and more hard work but at the end of the day this is what I wanted from the beginning. I started working before 5 years to accomplish a important thing in my life and now when its not there I want to get back to what I wanted.
I have been thinking in flight all my way to LA and I still cant get the answer why I want to leave my job? I am crazy..its so weird that I know what I am doing might be wrong but I still want to do it!
Another stupid thing in me I just don't feel like coming back to Kuwait. I don't know why?? I miss Kuwait, I miss my car, my Speedo but right now I just want to get away from every thing... I am too scared to come back into the same life that I left before 2 weeks. I had such a good time in NY, DC, Virginia and Maryland. I miss my cousins, they really greeted me so well here in states.
I need to get out of this 4 wall room and see LA and grab a bite before I sleep. Wish me luck for tomorrows day and I hope I make the right decisions.