Tuesday, April 29, 2008
We got this new intern at work today...Well she is not really a fresh graduate as she graduated 7 years back. She is with us for a months training. In the morning when I first met her and introduced my self I felt as if she is related to a person I know.
Later on in the day by the end of work I couldn't hold on to my excitement to know if she is related to that person or no. So I went to her office and asked her are you related to ..........? she replied NO. And then a flow of talks started and she told me she is an orphan adopted by a Kuwaiti father and German mother when she was two years old. She told me that both her parents passed away and she doesn't know anything about her real parents as she always felt that asking about her real parents would hurt her parents who have adopted her. After her parents have passed away none of her family wants her and she is all alone.
I could see so much sadness in her eyes. I know this as a fact that a womens heart is very strong and she often doesn't lets the deepest secrets in her heart out and by telling me all this she must be really feeling lonely to let it all out. I wanted to comfort her but I just didn't have words to say.
This all hit me like a needle and since I left work I feel sad. I just have so many things in my mind but no words to write. I am sensitive and I know it will take me sometime now to get over it.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
But something caught my attention. I was shocked to see the price. The international newspapers start from KD1.500 - KD8. The most expensive one is The New York times weekly which is for KD 8.
Then I started thinking do people pay that much for a newspaper? Would I pay that much for a newspaper? NO!!!!
Would you pay KD4 for a Kuwaiti newspaper if you were in England or Australia?
Monday, April 21, 2008
I had a terrible day...Did I mention in my last post that happiness doesn't stay for long with me!!!
A friend I have known for the last two months lied to me. Lied to me about tiny little thing that I wouldn't have imagined.
I asked ' I feel you have lied to me about something?' and I got the reply ' Honestly, I never told you anything truth to you about me?'
Then as I heard the truth I couldn't believe I was fooled again!!!!!Why? ? ? Is it written on my face come and lie to me?
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Hassan B disappeared, Big Pearls went for a second honeymoon without telling us (I am guessing), Shosho ran away and Fourme followed her. Who's next??
I hate people going...I just hate it ! ! ! Come back all you fellow bloggers...
So work is fucking boring (excuse my Russian) ...I feel I am getting paid for doing nothing. This is not me. I left my job at Kuwait University just so I could work at a place where at the end of the day I feel I accomplished something. Well its getting worse. I wish they could kick me out because I am getting lazy day by day with no work!!
I have been eating from diet center at my work for the past 20 days and I gained a KG more cuz on the weekends I eat like a cow :/ not working...
Last night I was thinking how happy I am these days. El7emdella I am really happy in life at the moment. I just hope I feel the same way for long as happiness doesn't like me for too long.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
The other day I was listening to it and there was a khataba who was telling different issues about marriages and how people are so picky. Some thing really caught me when I heard that how some guys are so picky that they go to visit the girls house and if they don't like the house from outside they return back without even visiting the house. I was really shocked when I heard this. I had a million questions in my mind.
What are families looking for in marriage these days? Are they looking for a caring and loving girl or looking for a family with a bank full of money? Where are we going? Why are we so picky about the family name? Why are we so racist? There was an endless stream of questions flowing in my mind....
Let me tell you my mom keeps asking me what is my choice of a good girl and my answer is I don't know mom. I just say her she should be simple as I dont like too much makeup on girls. I am never picky if she is bnt el ....... or whoever. My parents care that she should be white or fair in color but for me non of this is important. All I care about is we have a good understanding and we end up as good husband and wife.
If you are not married what is the choice of you guy or girl? Are you picky about your choices? I need to hear it loud here.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Guess what I came out with??
A shaved head with a little gutty. It feel so good. No more hassle of gell or wax everyday. But I forgot one thing when I came back home and was having my shower (I used shampoo) :D . I think I will keep this look for the rest of summer.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Well I am back but not knowing for how long. For the past seven months my life has been like a roller coaster. And finally they took away the best thing of my life - blogging. My typical life for the past seven months is waking up in the morning at 7am and not entering home before 10pm and that is the reason I don't get enough time for my self. In the morning when I reach work I can blog for a few hours till I get back to the office work and as they have blocked most of the sites there and by the time I come back home I am so exhausted that I don't feel like sitting online and writing a post.
Love - It sucks big time.... I never learn do I? When it comes like a wave in the sea you cant let it go till one day it takes you away and you sink!
The 007's tag: I was tagged by someone I don't recall but hey I am doing it :)
Seven things I plan to do:
1. Give a million in donation.
2. Live a normal life.
3. Be more social.
4. Need to Love once more its never enough.
5. Go to Italy.
6. Be successful in life.
7. Have two sweet kids.
Seven things I can do:
1. I can act well.
2. Have Jhonny Rockets 7 times a week.
3. Pretend that I am active when I am not.
4. Be a good son.
5. Go naughty.
6. Drive fast till you get scared.
7. Dare me and I will do it.
Seven things I can’t do:
1. I can't lie.
2. I cant eat the same meal three times a day.
3. Have a life of my own.
4. Stay awake after midnight.
5. Stop myself from buying something I really like.
6. I can't stop respecting women.
7. I can't stop riding a motorcycle.
Seven things I say the most:
3. Give me a break!
4. Sorry (even when I hit an object it just slips out of my mouth)
6. so so so / o ba3ad
I tag yoU...
Sunday, April 13, 2008
I wish I could put their server on fire. I wish for anything to happen to them. My 9 hours are like 9 years. I cant access any blog before 10pm :( The only blogs I can access from work are the bloggers on wordpress. Damn work and the management I don't know what will they get out of all this. I ant working anyway let them go to hell...
Saturday, April 12, 2008
cuz I am at home...
she is not around I miss her...
I ate like a cow today...
What a boring weekend :s
Not in a mood for work tomorrow...
I feel like traveling to Italy...
My niece is so cute...
I am not traveling this year as I am saving to buy my dream car...
I cursed a lot today at every car driver...
I am so grumpy today...
Friday, April 11, 2008
All of a sudden 5 minutes before 9alat elmagrib strong winds started with dust blowing around with heavy rain and hail stones. The wind was so bad that the goods from some shops flew far away and one of the shops is embarkeya which sells Quran was flooded as the water started coming from the roof. A few people I know had heavy loss of goods. Witnessing the whole scene was so scary that I felt the next thing will be a wave of water coming.
On my way back I took the gulf road. The part near the Ameri Hospital is heavily flooded and police/ambulances are nearly at every corner. Most of the trees and advertisement boards have fallen down.
All this loss in 10 minutes!!! That was a really scary hurricane. I hope there are not too many casualties.
No No No I wont tell you that I can see your waist or hair or neck.
I am usually a person who respects women a lot. So if I am at work and I see my coworker who is a mt7ejba and all of a sudden I notice that I can see her hair I usually point her out so she can cover herself properly again. This does not not happen all the time as most of them just wear it for show with half hair hanging out. But if I know one who covers herself properly I just prefer to point it out to her.
So I am at work and I walk in another department where I know this lady and we know each other for a long time. As I approached her I noticed that I could see her neck and that half of her 7ibab was falling down and as she was surrounded my alot of her team mates I gave her a sign with my hands that I can see your neck and cover it. At that time she was calm. Later on in the day she comes to me and says Amu I really hated what you did today? How can you look at me in that way? Its 7aram.....I was shocked with my mouth open!!! Damn what did I do wrong?
So first she gave me a big lecture and then she wanted to walk away when I stopped her and said you work in a department which has all guys. I have no issues if you neck is seen or your ass. Just as a matter of respect as I have always seen you covering properly I wanted to inform you because I know that most of them there will be looking at your neck with bad intention...I said her I am sorry for informing you that and walked away!!!
So what you guys think, did i do something wrong by informing her that I can see part of your body that you always cover being mt7ejba?
Well you know what let people enjoy more scenes from today...I am going blind from now on when I see a women like this...
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
The other day sis4you was showing my niece some funny laughter baby videos from you tube and facebook while I was having dinner. so this is how the conversation went.
Amu: Which videos are you showing her?
Sis4you: the ones you added on your facebook account.
Amna: *is nagging about some video she wants her mom to show her*
Sis4you: Wait Amna! I am trying to find that video.
Amna: *silence for a second* aby facebook mama aby facebook.
Me and sis looked at her face and couldn't stop laughing.
Kids these days are really smart they pick up every thing you say in front of them. They really take us away from our hectic life if we spend few minutes with them everyday.
Sometimes looking at her I say I want to get married just for the heck of having a cute baby.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
'A boy friend is the person who will sleep with the phone under his pillow, in case you wake up in the middle of the night, crying .'
What do you guys think? Do bf's have to be like that? I mean come on I am sleeping why should I care where my phone is?
Save Your Life
'Phone Use Ban
While Driving' Law
May 1st, 2008
Regards of MOI
Monday, April 7, 2008
@mu: This is not Karan Johar.. This is Amu :PpP I never went to see her as I am not prepared for it. I feel going and seeing a girl then saying no for no reason will make her feel bad.
Hamitaf: What's your star sign?
@mu: You could have read that in my profile :) I am Leo.
Cat: who do u miss the most?
@mu: I miss my childhood days.
Maya: Can i have juice instead?What is the one thing you would do to change the world? What's your most embarrassing moment? Ever farted and been heard in public? How many kids do you want? What do you want to name em?
@mu: no only tea or coffee! I would be a better person so people look at me and change them self. mmm I dont recall any now. I would prefer 2 kids but let me get married first and their names will be decided by both me and her.
ge&b: when u said you speak four languages?! what's the fourth?
@mu: well I speak English, Arabic, Urdu, Punjabi
ra-1: The best compliment you have ever received? Which day would you love to live again? What would you like to change about yourself?
@mu: compliment mmm ... 3amoor mashallah you are very smart. The day I get married to the right person. I would like to be a better person I accept all kind of criticism and always look at them in a way to improve my self.
ms.d: where do u like to hide when u feel down?
@mu: I am very sensitive and often end up in tears which I hardly show. I usually hide in my blanket.
bbq8: what makes you, YOU?
@mu: sure you can have it hot mate :D I am not me without my family. Even though I have broken apart from them in past years but still I feel I am incomplete without them.
intlxpatr: What do you drive? Do you dress traditionally? Western? What kind of family activities does your family do for fun? Name five things you like about your Mother.
@mu: I have changed 3 cars in the last 5 years. At present I am driving a Toyota Yaris as its very easy to maintain considering that I drive 5000KM every month. I dress more western. Only on certain occasion I dress traditionally. Well we used to go out to the desert for picnics, beaches and traveling together but not anymore. There are more than 5 things I like about her but here are 5 most important ones..seeing her coming from a very conservative family she is still very understanding. She loves me the most in my family. She cooks the best. When I look around at others and see my self I am good today cuz she raised me well. She is more intelligent than what my dad thinks about her. I love you yumma.
big pearls: the worst moment in ur life?
@mu: When I was on the phone and asked her not to hang up..she entered the hospital... went up the list and opened the room door then screamed and cried. Her mother passed away. Allah yer7ama.
sis4you: When r u MOVING?
@mu: just don't know what to say you!!
Anonymous: What made you start this blog? And why are you so lonely...?
@mu: When my ex started ignoring me and I kept on getting hurt every day my friend Nunu introduced me to the world of blogging. At first it was only Z district and 248am that I used to read everyday then I started commenting and then one day Amu popped up :D mmm one person meant the world to me I left family and friends for her so when she left I have no one to share my deepest sorrows with...bs el7emdella for everything I have now.
hassan.b: Why do you like corvette?:S
@mu: A corvette Z06 costs nearly KD27000. Its a great car with nice acceleration. I am not willing to spend Kd70000 on a Ferrari, so for this price this is the best car and can beat a Ferrari too.
fourme: Why haven't you contacted your ex yet?
@mu: I gave her signs that I am there for her she never looked back at me and going back to her will just make her feel good that I am still alive and crazy in love with her but ME nothing more than more hurt and pain.
anonymous: are you a kuwaiti ? ;p
@mu: does that make any difference :p
grey: If you can go back in time and set one world event and one personal event right... what would it be ?
@mu: World Event - would replace Bush for a better candidate! Personal Event - I wish I never fell in love...I don't regret for it but mate when heart breaks it shakes you more than an earthquake!
oranjina fadidra: who was the anonymous that loved you?
@mu: I found out later that she was a blogger!
pink: lesh t76 a'3aneee dathrah?..chna ga3den b lobby b ma9r ;p
@mu: mmm I love music and as its my blog I usually put the music and songs that I like or if people recommend and I like that song too I put it on there. I havent been to Egypt to know that anyway :PpP
shoush: Wat was ur most recent 'black' lie? Moo chithba baitha. SODA!
@mu: I don't know how you differentiate between a black and white lie!! but the last one I recall was 'I am going out with bloggers to chocolate bar' :D
soul: ur favourite motorcycle plz, and why don't u drink warm drinks?
@mu: mmm I love Japanese bikes, so to be specific I love Honda but my next one is Suzuki Hayabusa 1340 cc and warm drinks cuz I have just never had them from the beginning. I usually get pimples on my tongue if I drink a cup of hot tea at a rare occasion.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
It started with one lady and one man and then a few others copied so why should I be left back. I have been thinking to write 100 mees but I am too lazy to write so maybe this is a good time to know me more.
So lets have coffee together even though I have never had warm drinks but I can sit and enjoy you guys drinking it and answer your questions. Feel free to poke me and ask me whatever makes you feel good except my name and house address. I know that some of you know me out in the real world but I still prefer to be Anonymous on some of the things.
so 1 .... 2....... 3......... roooooooo7!
Friday, April 4, 2008
I would give it 3/5
Thursday, April 3, 2008
So finally they blocked facebook at work now. I can't enjoy the pleasures of poking anymore or buying friends or chatting to anyone.
I am wondering whats next? Is messenger their next victim? I don't get it when a person is in the office for 9 hours and needs a little break from work what will they do.
I guess its time to use the letter 'W' to get my ways around and get FB back.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
I forced Grey to tag me , so here I am ... for some reason this tag is interesting ... and I tag Navy Girl, Ra-1 , Ms.D and everyone on my blog roll.
Have you ever:
( ) Crashed a friend's car
( ) Stolen a car
(X) Been in love ( Heartbroken )
(X) Been dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been fired
( ) Been in a fist fight
( ) Snuck out of your parent's house
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (and she is my best friend now)
( ) Been arrested
(X) Gone on a blind date ( and never wanted to go again :P )
(X) Lied to a friend ( here and there)
(X) Skipped school (once)
(X) Seen someone die (my friends mother died and all the two months she was in pain I saw her death through her eyes-it felt so real)
(X) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
( ) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
( ) Eaten sushi
( ) Been skiing
(X) Met someone from the Internet (a lot of good friends)
(X) Been to a concert (I was a singer)
(X) Taken painkillers (I only take them when I am near to death, I hate medicines)
(X) Love someone or miss someone right now (I miss and love my mom)
(X) Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by ( good old days)
( ) Made a snow angel
( ) Had a tea party ( I never had warm drinks in my life)
(X) Flown a kite
(X) Built a sand castle
( ) Gone puddle jumping
(X) Played dress up (my aunt once dressed me up as a bride – I was too young to say no)
(X) Jumped into a pile of leaves (naughty like always)
( ) Gone sledging
(X) Cheated while playing a game (tell me something new)
(X) Been lonely (always)
( ) Fallen asleep at work/school
(X) Used a fake ID (at Kuwait University I used to use my ex ID to access the comp lab)
(X) Watched the sun set ( nothing like it)
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) Slept beneath the stars
(X) Been tickled
(X) Been robbed (3 times in London when I was studying there)
(X) Been misunderstood ( a lot of time )
(X) Petted a reindeer/goat/kangaroo ( goat)
(X) Won a contest (Quran, Racing)
(X) Run a red light/stop sign (got 50kd ticket a few times)
( ) Been suspended from school
(X) Been in a car crash
( ) Had braces
( ) Felt like an outcast/third person
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (maybe once)
( ) Had déjà vu
( ) Danced in the moonlight ( no but wanked in the moonlight)
(X) Witnessed a crime (on the streets of Kuwait and London)
(X) Questioned your heart ( WHY WHY WHY)
( ) Been obsessed with post-it notes
(X) Squished mud through your bare feet
(X) Been lost
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
(X) Been on the opposite side of the world, or close ( been as far as Orange County, LA)
( ) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying (with ups and downs)
(X) Cried yourself to sleep (cried while sleeping)
(X) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins (and I could see that the waiter hates me)
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
( ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) Danced in the rain (on the roof of my house)
( ) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about (I wish)
(X) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach ( did on a ground)
( ) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
(X) Had a wish come true
(X) jumped off a bridge ( but jumped of a swimming pool board and was suspended for the session)
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Just when my day seemed to be going good while moving my office I finally look into the box where I have over 100 empty gift bags. They all were given to me by my ex-!
I just don't get it why cant I get little bit of happiness with no more killing memories of past...