Friday, November 23, 2007

Honesty Box

Thanks to :::Shayouma::: for letting me write this post so I can speak my heart out.

1) I keep saying to myself that I don't love you..but the truth is I still do!
2) Why did you end it like this?
3) What did I do to get this?
4) Changing your name doesn't make you a different person from what you are.
5) I miss you
6) I wish you all the best
7) I have feelings people
8) I am selfish now
9) I hate you for the way you left
10) I wish you come back to me one day
11) I miss Amu
12) I wish I wish I wish I could end all this here and start a new life from this moment! ! !

29 comments:

bb q8 said...

I hear you man! Let it out and let it be... Accept the things you can not change.

shoosha said...

i dont know what to say, hope no one goes thru this, u dont deserve it baas as they say, " what doesnt kill you makes u stronger"
be strong

OutOfReach said...

you are doing well,,, what your going through is very normal wish you the best ;)

Ra7aLaH said...

You can o u will inshalah speedo just keep telling ur self ina ur better off without her! things will get better oo u will be happy again inshalah bas u gotta have faith!

Pinky said...

Mate, relationships are crap. You find your own way and be a little selfish!
Good luck and big hugs
Pinky

'Grey' said...

You have a right to be selfish ! But there is time for everything !

Blue Dress said...

Seems all your points lead to one thing.

Desert-Roses said...

I feel :(.....

it is so hard...

I know exactly how it feels

**hugs tightly..

will pray for ya...

:::: SHAYOUMA :::: said...

It's good to let that out.. Inshallah you will feel better soon, it's not easy getting hurt :( but hopefully time heals.. you just try to be string and do things in your time so that you don't think too much..

Glass Fabric said...

it's hard i know it just needs time to move on maybe 5-7 months but u'll remeber these moments sometimes later.. u need also to erease all the memories & hope to find new person to start ur new life with :)

Navy Girl said...

i agreee with blue dress :D she is 100% right .. bro how many times i'm supposed to tell you ... she didnt give you nor a reason neither a closure .. then YOU HAVE IT YOUR WAY .. live in misery hoping and kidding yourself .. or moving on ..

Stewie said...

you know what I really liked? the tag 'The Truth' on this post .. you got it exactly right! :)

goodluck & hope your messages wouldve been reach

SouS said...

day to day it only gets better, and you grow stronger, and no matter how bad you feel one day, the sun always rises the next, so the best you can do is basically make you sure you rise the next day with the sun, one step at a time, itll all get better... and you'll come out of it happier and stronger!

enigma said...

it is soo hard when you cant have the closure you want.. :(

be strong, dear

Outkasty said...

#3, il7emdellah 3ala kil-7aal

Amethyst said...

#12: You can

Speedo's Mistress said...

LADIES; its alright, he's fine now. I'll take care of him. please, dont mess with my man!

hathaa raylee il mustaqbal!
mabee mashakil bainiii o bainkum.

outkasty said...

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL mrs. speedo lat7ateen ana araqbah lich =F

Speedo said...

Thanks everyone for you lovely comments :)

speedo's mistress: When did I marry you? loool..do I know you? :pPp

outkasty: looooooool

Princess said...

well that seems to be the truth, even tho popular advice says ur shouldnt dwell on things, without closure its tough

sis4you said...

she's ur mistress, not ur wife;P

The Mistress said...

outkasty; thanks babe ;) inta 3ala 3aini o 3ala rasii! ya36eek il 3afia.

sis4you; hey sister in law :)cant wait until we meet over lunch with the rest of the family ;)

jealous b*tch said...

walaaain :r entay men wain 6al3telna :r

Purplecious said...

Speedo you have to come back ASAP

ma yseer tkhaly el blog chethy hadad ;pP

Cat said...

Tekbar w tensa

The Mistress said...

LOL, Jealous bch, i've always been around - but i couldnt hold it in any longer. please go back to your freej, i'm not into the drama.
i'm off to bed now, ineeeyanee weeyach i see you here tomorrow!

Maze said...

u need some good spanking!...:P and u'll forget about everything...!

zia said...

i'm sorry :( inshallah it works out for the best! maybe it IS for the best bas i know that may be hard to accept right now.... on a brighter note, you have a few admirers fighting for you on ur comment box in ur blog! LOL! not too bad a position to be in :P

Speedo said...

zia: lol @ admirers...I wonder who they are :P