The Last Leg
I just arrived LA a few hours back. I have my meetings starting tomorrow morning and I am just not into it. I hate my work now and there is no reason to hate it :? I don't know whats wrong with me!!! I just want to resign and walk out tomorrow. I feel I can do much more without this job. It might be less in benefits that I receive from my present job and more hard work but at the end of the day this is what I wanted from the beginning. I started working before 5 years to accomplish a important thing in my life and now when its not there I want to get back to what I wanted.I have been thinking in flight all my way to LA and I still cant get the answer why I want to leave my job? I am crazy..its so weird that I know what I am doing might be wrong but I still want to do it!
Another stupid thing in me I just don't feel like coming back to Kuwait. I don't know why?? I miss Kuwait, I miss my car, my Speedo but right now I just want to get away from every thing... I am too scared to come back into the same life that I left before 2 weeks. I had such a good time in NY, DC, Virginia and Maryland. I miss my cousins, they really greeted me so well here in states.
I need to get out of this 4 wall room and see LA and grab a bite before I sleep. Wish me luck for tomorrows day and I hope I make the right decisions.
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what am going to do today - & I advise you to do so - is to sit alone in the library (the office) - with a lil bit of determination & esti3atha min eblees! - concentrate, start working and bring back the joyment! :D
thanks
u have the experience now but u have to put in mind the choices and options that u have b4 resigning so do ur home work ;)
u don't feel like coming back to Kuwait, then don't come back :D Take your time tyt ;)
Kuwait misses you, too:)
Well... at least think of it this way... you had an amazing break and '3ayyart jaw and you had fun!! :D
You should be feeling fresh and recharged... and full of energy and READY TO FACE WORK...
heheh
blue dress: I will :)
purplecious: Nooo I have to come back to Kuwait :pPp My homework will be done soon..
Amethyst: think..think...nthink :) thats my HW today :pPp
chika: I know!! lets hope for good :)
canc3rian: Its like the reality show..every time it starts with a new episode :p
maze: enshallah :)
grey: I am coming friday morning I will be there ... will give it another thought bro !!
if you hate your job, QUIT! (but make sure to find another one first :P)
life is too short to work something you hate!