Monday, October 8, 2007

Some more about me....

Every morning I wake up with this weird feeling in me....I have nightmares that someone hates me....then I pray that hope its not true and continue with the rest of my day.

My life has become so restless lately that I try to find a shoulder or peace in every second of the day....I feel I have hammered my own feet and now I am in pain........

I have planned for a vacation next month to England. I just hope that it takes me out of this disorder. In short I want to be back to normal life but I guess it will take its time or I am not doing it the right way...

This past week has been good...I try to give few hours to myself everyday where I do something out of normal routine...

Haven't shopped for EID.....just not in a mood...

My Angel is doing good...I am getting a lot of support and strong words (but all that are good for me) from her... She tells me what is good and bad for me which I know but I am not acting on them...

I miss ridding a motorcycle....The urge is still there in me, but why do I feel this time when I buy it I will bring me some bad accident...

I miss bloggers and blogging... They are family to me ...

N finally Happy 25th Birthday Maryam, did I just say your age :pPp Hope you have a great day full of fun :)

12 comments:

Joel said...

Great to know bloggers and blogging is of much interest to you :)



Ps: This is my first post

Pearls said...

amuu :( ith7ak il dinya teth7aklik oo when u give out positive energy u recieve it.. oo dont worry about wat ur worrying about lana il dinya matswa ! CHEER UP!

'grey' said...

We are here for you brother , anytime , Just take care , and hopefully England trip will set things right !

Canc3riaN said...

yippeeeeee el salfa feeha sefar!! I want :@

Seee we're already jealous, yalla cheer up and laugh. lol

and you're right you should spend some time doing something different that would make you forget your current situation cuz then it will fill you with energy and a stronger will to move on.

chikapappi said...

AMU, when you come back from ENgland - get me some chocolate! OK!

Lamya said...

I want chilli chocolate..With almond centers. (ks chocolat).I love it. It tastes wierd.:). Man you been watching too many movies! EVERYONE knows the bogeyman only comes out at night!

Amu said...

joel: Welcome to my blog :)

pearls: sa7 el dinya matswa :P

grey: I know you are always there! cheers..

canc3rian: :D * happy now *

chika: sure give me the list I will bring all that :)

lamya: chilli choco :s what kind of choco is that dr. ? btw ur right I am watching too many movies but the dreams are about someone else :)

Navy Girl said...

happy b'day mariam :)

Maryam said...

Hey amu, sometimes one needs to break away from everything and breath. Hope the trip to England does that for you and puts you right back on track ;)

Thanks for the Birthday wish. I was on cloud number nine today. Thnx to my girls, they made it a day to remember :D

Thnx Navy girl :D

Amu said...

navy: thanks for the wishes :)

maryam: Doomzzzzz :) glad to know that you had a great day!

chroma-trauma said...

I don't know I mentioned this before, but we are here to listen/read your thoughts, worries and anything you want to say. We don't judge but we are happy to offer emotional support , advice and help.

You are coming to the UK !!! have fun, and re-charge your batteries.^_^

Amu said...

chroma: lol @ recharge my batteries.. I will