After 5 years for the first time for the past 3 days . . .
I didnt hear the word AMU
I didnt charge my phone battery till now
I didnt EAT
I didnt sleep well
I wake up with the slightest ring of my phone thinking its Pagli calling me
I keep waiting for her message but didnt receive any till now
I dont feel like working
I have prayed so much for her safety and happiness
I dunno what am I doing/I am not in my senses
I miss a hug *tears in my eyes*
I am not what I was . . .
Its hard to believe that all this has happened
I don't blame her for anything but I am really worried about her security and safety!